Saturday, November 28, 2009
You changed my life, which was once quite rued,
By adding your presence, colored my world which was never fully hued.
I felt as though the world stopped spinning,
But you made it start revolving!
With your soothing smile,
And willingness to go the extra mile.
You make me want to see a new day,
So i can spend the time away,
Talking to you about the time that's about to come,
and laugh away the times that once made you glum.
This poem may be spoiled and improper,
but this is from the mind of your crazed lover. =P
Sorry for the... ermm... merepekness... XP
But i was too deep to think straight. =D
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Just to say..
I cant say it all... I can only show whats closest to my heart at this moment..
Monday, November 16, 2009
" I wake up, in the early morning... You are always the first thing to enter my mind... "
I always wondered what it would feel like; this emotion of bliss. Life was always a constant struggle for me - What was right..? What was wrong..? All I know now, is that you are a right. You were never a wrong. I tried to convince myself otherwise, to stop believing in something that could not possibly be happening... You never gave me a chance to.. You were always there for me, as a friend, as a brother and as more than that.. Sometimes, we reach agonizing peaks of storms, and that's when I felt that I knew this long dream would awaken to a grey morning. But you never gave up on me, you never let me down.. You try your best, to bring out the best in the both
of us..
Now and then, I wake up from slumber into a hazy future and I just want to fall right back to sleep and continue dreaming.. But it's like dreaming in a dream.. I wake up to utter bliss.. no more grey mornings.. no more hazy stormclouds.. because I woke up to reality. And that reality is you.
E.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
My eyes opened to a light so harsh,
its dazzling brilliance blinded me before;
there was doubt, confusion, an emotion so strong,
And yet I wanted even more.
It confounded itself in my heart,
swelling into a bittersweet pour.
Minds went seeking for a splendor,
Till I come across a dream so far..
You asked me what I wrote of you - everything I wrote is here.
Till here,
E.
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Confusion, astonishment, depression, de-motivation, helplessness...
It's killing me.
Going to be the death of me.
Talk about not giving up... I have no confidence.
So it means that Hope = Zero.
If i don't pull through, i'll not be surprised.
I'm contented enough to see the beginning of a new day.
My mind hurts. My heart hurts. Both ripped into pieces.
Being subtle is a challenge. Keeping my sanity, another one.
Can't stop thinking about it. Everything.
Hate me if you want coz i'm keeping all this in the boundaries of my head.
It's too much to share.
Besides, I already hate myself. There's no lower rung on the ladder than that.
Thanks anyway for everything.
Memories are always cherished and desires will always want to be fulfilled...
...
Barely hanging on,
Izz
Sorry... It's not going as anyone wills it to... It's just too much...
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Sec 4...
Well...
Pressure is starting to build up...
Temperatures began to rise...
'O' Levels huh...?
Everyone is scared of the dreaded 'O's...
But isn't the 'O' is 'O's mean ordinary...?
So why is everyone getting so freaked out over not being able to do well...?
If we maintain consistency, there ain't gonna be a problem during 'O's...
So we should take it easy and continue doing what we already are(for those who are consistently stdying)...
Btu not too easy, mind you...
Prelims are to get you prepared for 'O's...
But if you fail Prelims, that isn't such a big problem, if you look at it optimistically...
Learn from mistakes, don't repeat them during 'O's, and you'll be just fine...
So people taking 'O's, loosen up abit... Don't get too stressed... Nothing's Impossible... =D
Since this in my first post after quite some time, let's have a recap on the recent weeks...
Victoria School retained the title of B'Division Soccer East Zone Champions!
After a great game against our street rivals St. Pats, we came away as Winners and Champions after a score of 2-0!
I started the game but got subbed out mid-way through the second half after picking up triple injuries in a space of 10 minutes...
First i got kneed at the thigh, then i got elbowed at the face resulting in a bleeding lip, and got double cramps seconds later... =/
But no matter. =) We won and that was all that mattered. =D
Went on to Nationals where we against all odds lost against the Dark Horse of our group, Bartley Sec. Score: 2-1. We hit the crossbar 4 times! Quite a feat huh?
So we had to win our next two games in order to have a chance to qualify for the quarter-finals...
Next game, we played Juying Sec. I had a horrible game and was at fault at causing their one and only goal for the game. I was taken off soon after. Score: 7-1.
Our next game was really vital. After the results of the Juying-Bartley match before, we had to win or draw against our next opponents, Singapore Sports School(SSS).
I wasn't picked to play due to my inconsistency on the pitch.
The score was 1-0 at half-time, favour to us, after a brilliant volley by Amsyar.
SSS then levelled early in the second half. But Dilip scored an amazing free-kick to put us ahead again. But, SSS Midfielder Naufal then scored a stunning free-kick that leveled the score.
Final Score: 2-2. We have qualified for the quarter-finals.
Having to salvage a draw against SSS was a milestone reached. It shows that we have what it takes to be National Champions.
And that is what we aim for after the Exam break.
Talking about exams, my final paper is tomorrow, A-Math Paper 2.
And i'm very worried. I haven't revised enough. =(
Well... Wish me all the best k...? Thank yous...
Izz...
You swooped down and saved me from the bottomless pit of despair, and now that you have me in your grasp, i know that you will never let me go... I'll hold on too, and try to further improve myself... Thank you...
Sunday, March 29, 2009
I found a pair of soccer boots!
Well...
Actually my friend found it...
It was a Nike Tiempo Legend...
And it was just my size... And no one else could fit my size... [ Size : UK 5.5... o.O]
Found it during training 2 days before the east-zone semi-finals.
Heh. >.<
Lucky for me as my own pair of boots were worn out and looks rugged... =(
So, i thought i could wear those boots...
But then again, i have never worn those boots before, so i have no idea how it feels and whether i can adapt to it...
I wore it anyway... On match day...
It felt funny at first...
But it was too late for me to go home and take my other pair of boots... =/
So i had to pray hard everything will work out as i was expected to play for the whole game as Saufi is out with a ligament injury and the other left-back, Prasith, was sick...
The game started...
And who would've known!
The boots felt nice and comfy after just a few minutes in the game...
Had an awesome game and we came out winners with a score of 8-0...
We now have qualified for the finals where will meet Saint. Pats, who won Greenview 2-1...
We hope to win the East-Zone champion title after a few years absence...
We will win it...! (Should be more optimistic... =/)
Well...
That was 2 days ago... =p
Nothing interesting happened after that until now... =/
Adios people...
Izz...
Where we may come full circle again... Love...
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