Saturday, August 15, 2009
Confusion, astonishment, depression, de-motivation, helplessness...
It's killing me.
Going to be the death of me.
Talk about not giving up... I have no confidence.
So it means that Hope = Zero.
If i don't pull through, i'll not be surprised.
I'm contented enough to see the beginning of a new day.
My mind hurts. My heart hurts. Both ripped into pieces.
Being subtle is a challenge. Keeping my sanity, another one.
Can't stop thinking about it. Everything.
Hate me if you want coz i'm keeping all this in the boundaries of my head.
It's too much to share.
Besides, I already hate myself. There's no lower rung on the ladder than that.
Thanks anyway for everything.
Memories are always cherished and desires will always want to be fulfilled...
...
Barely hanging on,
Izz
Sorry... It's not going as anyone wills it to... It's just too much...
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