Friday, September 19, 2008
Today went to school like any other day, except that i had a bandage on my right wrist... It was quite a sight to behold i guess, with people occasionally staring at it... Everyone asked what happened, as expected... As busybodies or genuine care...? I prefer to think it's the latter...
Well... I couldn't write with my wrist being injured and all... So i was excused for most of the lessons... But my Malay teacher is adamant that i do something... So while the rest of the class were doing their composition on a piece of paper, I had the privilege of using Cikgu's laptop... Typing wasn't as painful as writing, but it was still quite a slow job... But i managed to do half of it in an hour...
Then, after Friday prayers, had a songwriting session with Mr Art Fazil... A songwriter who had written songs for some Big Name Singers... He taught us how to make songs from poems... And he showed us a few of his own songs... It was quite an educational and fun programme i think...
After the session, I followed the HML boys and Cikgu Syamira (i'm not sure of the spelling) to break fast over at Kampung Chai Chee Restaurant... We had a scrumptious meal of Thai Fried rice....
After we were done with our food, the HML boys and Cikgu went to walk around Geylang... But i went to meet someone whom i missed a lot... Spent quite some time with that someone since we won't be seeing one another for slightly more than a month... But we had to say our goodbyes eventually and i dreaded it... Well... I suppose i can wait a month...
Reached Khatib Mrt Station at 10.51 p.m... And i was charged for overstay... It was a first but was expected... Now, here i am, relaying the happenings of the day before i start studying... All the best to everyone for End Of Years... And i pray that we all achieve our desired results...
Praying hard,
Izz...
There was this song showed to us by Mr Art Fazil that struck me deep... This is the song... (My deepest apologies since it's in Malay...)
Merindu Kepastian...
Andai kau menjadi pelangi
Biar ku jadi awannya
Agar kita selalu bersama...
Andai kau menjadi sang duyung
Biar ku jadi karangnya
Agar kita sentiasa bersua...
Andai kau menjadi merpati
Biar ku manjadi sang bayu
Agar kita sering bertemu...
Andai kau menjadi puisi
Biar ku jadi melodi
Bersama kita menyanyi...
Andai ku menjadi rembulan
Sudikah kau menjadi kejora
Hingga pagi nanti...
Andai esok aku menjadi tanah
Sudikah engkau menjadi bunga
Menghiasi dadaku...
Time can't erase a feeling this strong...
Izz left at 8:36 AM
You're Once My Light...
Once Shining Bright...
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Didn't go to school today... Went to the polyclinic to check my wrist which was hurting... The pain started yesterday but it intensified today... Went for an X-ray but there was nothing wrong to be found with the bones... I was momentarily relieved... But then, the Doctor said that there was still a chance that i'm suffering from a tiny crack which may lead to a fracture... I was devastated... With the End Of Years just around the corner, i can't risk getting my writing hand injured... I'm praying hard that it's just a sprain...
We may not be together physically... But you'll always be in my heart, mind and dreams...
Waiting for the wait to end...
Izz...
Izz left at 11:41 PM
The Inevitable is Approaching...
The Link to Motivation is Missing...
The Dreadful Sense of Loneliness Creeping in...
But... I look at the sky... The Sun, Stars and Moon... And i know that somewhere, you walk under the same scene i'm gazing at up above... Not too far away...
End of years are fast approaching... 2 1/2 weeks more i think... Days just seem to flash by... Fasting seems to end quickly this year... And it also means that Hari Raya are not too far away... So are the start of exams... Revision has started... But the sense of unreadiness is still lingering... Mugging is a must... But mugging does not have to be done for every second of every day... Rest is needed to keep fresh and ready for a new day...
The confisication of my phone is seen as both at an advantage and disadvantage... Without being able to communicate with people i'm close to... I can concentrate better at studies... But it also means that i won't feel reassured about the situation of others... Worry...
Well... I won't keep this post long... Coz time is of the essence... Going of to revise now... Till next time...
always yours... whenever... wherever... forever...
all the best for exams...
Izz...
Izz left at 1:14 AM
You're Once My Light...
Once Shining Bright...
